hiya its been 7 years since I haven't seen your face I miss you so so much and I know your looking down on everyone thinking were doing fine think again because everyday im thinking to myself what would it be like if you was here how different would it bee with u im writing this now because the past couple of years you've been gone I haven't had much to say and it been building up so much that I've had to tell you . you probley can't here me when I cry at night r see me when I stare at the picture of you on my phone for hours everyday but I just wanted you to know I love you and its breaking my heart everyday your not here .it was only the other day when I was playing football on the green with max and the ball went passed ,e and I turned around and shouted get the ball tom max looked so confused and I didn't know what to do I felt like such a idiot I miss the times me and you use to play football on the green or in the garden together anyway im gunna go because I've got mascara all down my face and I need to wipe it off . I miss and love you sosososososososos much big bro love little sis meg